Banishing Demons

Your demons start the first thing in the morning when you wake up and regain consciousness. They tell you to hit the snooze button. They try to lure you back to sleep, and they insist on your grogginess and fatigue. The demons try to convince me it’s not necessary to blog in the morning, that I can do it “later.” They also often reassure me that I’m fine to have one more helping of food, one more drink. Demons take no shape, which makes them hard to combat. They also disguise themselves as yourself. But as you wage battle against them throughout the day, they grow weaker and you grow stronger. It soon becomes an easy fight. Banish the demons, and you control your destiny.

Indigenous Peoples’ Day

Yesterday was Indigenous Peoples' Day, the counter-celebration of Columbus Day. While it can be helpful to acknowledge past injustice, it’s more consequential to take action. It’s a day later… how many people are still thinking about the plight of Native Americans and other indigenous people? I write this not to shame, but to encourage a further building of awareness. It’s important to learn the most accurate history possible of the Americas. Indeed, many members of indigenous cultures still needlessly suffer today. This doesn’t mean we tear down the institutions that make up our modern nations, but that we take tangible steps toward actualizing our modern society’s lofty ideals of inclusion, diversity, equity, and freedom. Is it too much for us to incorporate such awareness into our efforts to change the world? Can we not insist on equal opportunity for all people as we work to mitigate climate change and build a better one? For what is the point of saving the world if it is not saved for everyone? We have so much to learn from each other, and committing to this learning will accelerate our collective development. We are a synergistic amalgamation of knowledge and experience; let’s better understand each other.

Something about this life

There’s something about watching the dark turn to light at dawn that makes you feel alive. There’s something about feeling refreshed on a Monday morning. There’s something about being grateful for the loved ones in one’s life. There’s something about looking out and seeing the cold outside while safe in shelter. There’s something about experiencing revelations while taking a hot shower. There’s something about knowing everything will be all right. There’s something about this life… there’s something about being alive. What a wonderful world it can be, what one big beautiful amazing world it is.

Third News Trial

A common productivity tip is to construct a “not-to-do” list in addition to the prototypical to-do checklist. Perhaps to combat our collective anxiety we should all have a political news “not do” for certain periods of time. If you have followed my blog you’ll know that I have struggled with the news for quite some time. I’ve oscillated back and forth between over-consumption (dare I call it addiction?) and ignorant bliss. It’s difficult, because I strongly believe an informed populace engages in better citizenship—but the news is not designed to disseminate information, at least not now. It is designed to capture and maintain your attention and maximize profit. Thus here I go again: I will limit my news reading to Monday’s and Friday’s until election night. It is my hope this 3 week experiment will give me back positive, peaceful weekends and enable me to focus on what matters to me throughout the week. Three times a charm? Time (and discipline) will tell. 

To Vote is to Begin

This year will be my first time volunteering for an election; I attended the training today. Although our systems are not perfect, it’s obvious how much thought and care goes into our voting process. At least here in California, people are encouraged to vote and all reasonable accommodations are made for any person with a disability or anyone who communicates in a different language. Diversity is celebrated, and the right to vote is considered sacred. We have lots of work to do—we can improve how we conduct elections and our voter turnout remains dismal, comparatively speaking. But so much effort has been spent to bring us what we have today. Voting is a privilege we have inherited; we must keep wielding its power so it truly becomes a right—for all people. Voting matters. But it is also just the beginning. 

Perspective of Pride

Perspective continues to change as time passes. If there’s one indication that you need to re-evaluate things, it’s if your perspective persists over a long period of time. We are always learning, and there is always more to learn. 2020 has taught us so much, and we can be grateful for the increased knowledge. We must continue to learn more, to apply our heightened knowledge and elevated awareness to make the world better. Because in five years our perspective will be different once again, and we can either look back with shame... or with pride. 

A Brief History of Time

It’s been several weeks since I finished Stephen Hawking’s book, but it has still resonated with me. Hawking magnificently breaks down some very complicated subject matter, so that a layperson like me can understand the awe of the universe. By explaining the basics of physics, from string theory to black holes to the origin of the universe, he exposes you to the real world, the real universe: you are able to glimpse the true essence of matter and space and time. It transports you to a higher plane of awareness and contemplation. This book was not a good before-bed read, because the concepts were so abstract and counterintuitive and deep that it either put me to sleep before I gained significant traction, or kept me awake for 3 hours past my bed time. Stephen Hawking’s wisdom and diction will live on through this book. I would recommend it to anyone looking to expand their understanding of this zany experience we call life, or existence. It invigorated me to continue my aspiration for global consciousness, because it makes clear that if we understand our universe on the truly grand scale, we can maintain the resolve necessary to solve our biggest problems. Physics powers perspective, and we can most certainly use more of that. Five full stars from me, A Brief History of Time provides an opportunity for deep exploration, and that’s the greatest praise I can offer it.

Vice Parley

It’s difficult to have a conversation when you don’t engage in the conversation. I thought both candidates danced around direct questioning tonight, and what’s ironic is it was all the more obvious, compared to the presidential debate, because there was less aggression and interruption. Perhaps Trump really does know what he’s doing in that regard. The real question is, how can elected officials make actual plans understandable to common people like you and me? A billion dollars on this, a trillion dollar deficient in this... it’s not very tangible. More so than the last debate, American citizens lost tonight. Because I think in some regard, we thought we’d hear more coherent argument for one side’s policy over the other. Instead it was the same character and identity attacks from both sides. We need logical, specific plans of action for how we will proceed forward. We can all see the current situation is chaos—how will we, together, propel ourselves onward? The greatest lesson than can be taken tonight is it’s truly up to us—the general populace—to effect change. It is our responsibility; to our conscious, and to our children. 

The ‘R’ word

There’s a word lingering in the back of peoples' minds. It might hold more weight than any other when considered seriously; more than “coronavirus,” “fake news,” “Trump,” “Black Lives Matter,” “election,” or “climate change.” The word might not yet be conscious, but it has began to hover on the periphery as the political and economic divide becomes more stark, more nasty. The word yields historical perspective and naturally provides context to America’s current plight. The word is “revolution.”

I don’t know how many people are actually entertaining the idea. But it’s obvious that the current conditions are fermenting unrest. I don’t believe revolution is the answer. And although every generation since the dawn of our civilization has bemoaned the end of the world, I do think the possibility of at least partial revolution is increasing. People are angry, and people are suffering. We have significant problems that must be solved. And we need leadership.

That’s why next month’s election is so important. That’s also why November is merely the beginning. Whomever is elected, in both the executive and legislative branches, change must be a priority. The status quo can no longer go on, and will no longer be tolerated. We can salvage the good we have built over the past 200 years, while still fundamentally improving the institutions of society to truly live up to our ideals of freedom, equality, and justice. But it will take work. It will require persistence. This experiment we call democracy isn’t easy. Building things better is always more difficult than tearing them down. Will we be a generation of builders?

Remember October 2020

What a time it is right now, October 2020. Think back to January of this year, or a year ago…did you conceive at all that the world would be anything like this? When the global economic shutdown occurred in March, everyone entered uncharted territory…but I don’t think anyone expected the tide to go the way it has. The Presidential election has ensnared the collective mindshare of the American public. We are still in fragmented stages of economic lockdown. Civil unrest has further divided the populace. And here on the West Coast at least, fire and weather has contributed to the conflagration in heartbreaking ways.

In whatever way you can, I think it’s important for everyone to make a note of October 2020. We have developed and strengthened spastic attention spans, but it really does seem critical to remember how it is right now. Some of these things will get better, and some will not go away. In California we will put out the fires and rebuild our homes and communities. But the conditions that made them possible will not go away. In fact, they will only get worse. We will create a vaccine that eradicates the coronavirus. But we must remember, and learn from, how poorly we handled this pandemic. Racial injustice will not automatically improve; we must continue to fight for equity for all humans.

So it comes down to this: what can you do? With so many serious, complicated problems facing our species, what can one person do to affect any of it? A very simple offering: Do not despair. Do not forget what October 2020 was like. Do not be content to make a living and watch football the rest of your life. Remember how the world is now. Think critically about our innumerable problems. Educate yourself. Have productive conversations with others. Write letters to your representatives. Join organized protests about causes that speak to your core. Vote. The answer, when faced with what to do, is to not shrink away, to not ignore, to not give in to helplessness. It is to act. To strengthen conviction. To strive for better.

Because the real purpose of remembering October 2020 is to gauge yourself, to reflect on how much you’ve contributed, from then, to whatever is “now." How have you lived since then?

Big Picture Joy

Decision fatigue is real, which is why it’s important to keep our focus on what matters. Moving into a new place, I’ve become caught up at times with which piece of furniture goes best where and what the best setup is for the lifestyle I want. But all that truly matters is I live with conviction, do what I believe in, and spend time with those I love. Being aware of how good you have it can help here, as that awareness allows you to practice gratitude for the fortune you enjoy. In the end we all have a very finite amount of time on this earth, and what matters to us upon exit will be the big, awesome, important parts of life. Seeing this big picture can not only replenish that decision fatigue, but also bring about even more joy. 

Increasing Perspective

Increasing perspective results when you interact with others and are challenged on your beliefs. It isn’t always fun but it also doesn’t have to be suffering. When both parties are cordial and open, real progress can be made. That progress doesn’t manifest as a “changing of the mind,” but as exposure. This productive exercise can be partaken by literally every person on the planet. Increase perspective and you increase the possibilities of success. 

Let’s Play

I try to be honest and open about my own shortcomings and mistakes. Like everyone else, I am far from perfect. I try to maintain awareness and openness, which are the prerequisites for exhibiting strong critical thinking and, I believe, living an authentic and meaningful life. Some tough love is occasionally in order to straighten me out and make sure I’m holding to these values. Because it’s a constant effort. “To be” something is to actively sustain it over time. And I think that’s a good thing—how boring would life be if once something was achieved it could immediately be discarded and forgotten. That’s the point you stop playing the game, and the game of life isn’t one I intend to quit any time soon. In fact, I hope to make it more interesting and more purposeful for all involved. How can we make it better? Let’s play. 

Social Interaction Perspective

What’s one of the most difficult aspects of Covid? Social time. We are social creatures. To see people, outside today, was transformative. We still can’t hug or shake hands, but we can at least see, and talk. It’s not ideal, obviously. But we can we enjoy the interaction. This is what we are about. I guess, if we all take care of the people we love... who else is there to take care of? We can do this. 

Groupthink Contemplation

I had a thought about groupthink. There is a prevalent lack of critical thinking within our society right now—that’s plain to see. People who identify on the right or the left abhor everything done and said by the actors on the other side. Our news is biased and we feed right into it, failing to see the flaws of our own lens.

But I frequently call for global consciousness in my writing, for humanity to unite around a common purpose of contribution to the future and the universe. Yet, how does this differ from the groupthink within our political and class system above? Is it not the same thing? Am I not calling for psychological submission, only to a different end?

I believe there is a difference. Uniting humanity around a singular pursuit of peace and prosperity and elevating global consciousness can be undertaken by every single person on this planet, each in their own individual way. It doesn’t diminish our individual thoughts, actions, or gifts. We don’t all have to do exactly the same thing, we can pitch in how we are able. 

There are fundamental truths that cannot rationally be argued against. We are one group, spread out around this floating sphere in the relative crowd of the Milky Way galaxy. All of our actions impact others; we live within one large ecological system. The sooner we can see that, the sooner we can change the world. 

No Debate

It is difficult to make sense of the chaos that was tonight’s presidential debate. In one sentence: Trump’s aggressiveness overpowered any other trait about his performance, while Biden appeared to barely hold it together. Not an encouraging spectacle to watch, but we must remember this is all mostly theater. The most important fact to consider is irrespective of side or political party or candidate: we have work to do. There is no reassuring victory in November, whether it’s the 3rd or the 15th. It is only the beginning of a long road ahead of us. It will take work, openness, grit and positivity to change this country, and the world. From all of us. There are no easy solutions; else wouldn’t they have been proposed and acted upon already? We face serious problems and significant challenges. But we can solve them if we focus on simply making the world better for those after us. One world, one species. What kind of world do we want?

Interactive Matter

We are all part of this existence we call the universe. “Things” and “people,” organic material or empty space, it is all matter. Gas, liquid, solid or plasma, everything is made up of elementary particles bouncing off each other and colliding and annihilating each other. Our atoms are interacting with the environment and “space” around us. In that sense, although the types of bonds between the basic particles may vary, we, and everything, is all connected. We are all individual interacting parts of a collective whole—the universe. It is absolutely surreal when one considers life from this perspective. We are the universe. We are one. We are matter. We are alive. 

Home Wave Lengths

When does home feel like home? Night three? Four? It feels like it when you’re with and close to your loved ones. That’s what I’m going to go with. Because when you’re unsure about things in life, your support system is what aids you. We all help each other in this crazy thing called life. It’s an amazing world, and where we call home is where we feel connected. 

Scaling Judgement

I’ve written a lot about the importance and power of openness. It’s definitely something I struggle with at times; I can be very judgmental. It can be so easy to form opinions about people, even without knowing the whole story. But when we infer we limit ourselves to possibilities. Choices and options we didn’t know existed could present themselves if we maintain openness. Simple, but not easy. Maybe if there’s one thing we can focus on as a nation, as a species, it’s to practice openness toward our fellow humans. We are so much more alike than we are different. Our circumstances and environments may differ, but our shared reality in this crazy thing we call the universe remains. We’re in this together. 

The Time to Change the World is Now

The time is always right now. This Friday will never exist again. You will never be younger than you are right now at this very moment. Your perspective might change a year from now (and should), but the only way to achieve today’s dreams and goals is to act in the present. I look back on the past decade or so of my life, and my priorities and even values changed over the years. But my experience has brought me to this point in time and space, these space time coordinates. What will I do? What will I choose? What will we choose? It is our moment. Let’s seize this opportunity. Let’s enact our purpose. Let’s change the world.